New Mark

Master's Mark

Knottygirl reminded me that her Master's mark had disappeared and that it was time for me to apply a new mark on her. Look closely, I think you can pull out the Knottygirl in there!

PS: This weekend Knottygirl will be giving me another fashion show! She finally received her corset that we ordered so I'm anxious to see her all dolled up. Makeup as well! Time for my slave to kneel before her Master and show him that she's worth his energy and training, and all the toys he has purchsed for her. Master got them because slave promised she would use them, time to put that to the test!

Knottygirl Better

Well she's finally gotten better. She did get bitten by another one of our cats,but no swelling, no infection. Sheesh!
Pains gone and she finally is feeling a little more sexy.
We've been away from it for quite sometime, so it's a bit awkward right now, drugs are still getting worked out of her body and our dynamic isn't quite what it used to be. Don't know if it will ever go back to that, things change, people change, that's the only constant.

I'm very happy she's better, that was scary.

Requirement

Toying with the idea of requiring slave to have Master's mark on her all the time. When it wears off, she will either have to reapply it to her body, or she will have to kneel before me and beg her Master to apply his mark to her...

Not sure yet...

She seems to like pointing out my Mark on her...

Ben Wah

Know anything about Ben Wah Balls?
The thought came to mind today. Maybe slave should wear some around the house. Might be interesting...

I'm starting to feel evil again!

When to be "Just Hubby"

We are not 24/7.
We play when we are in the mood. Sometimes I will drop a word or two and she will pick up on it and get into the role. Sometimes it's the other way around. I've tried to seperate our roles in play with our roles in ... geez I want to say "normal" life, but that's just not right. Vanilla? I'm not a big fan of that word either. Traditional? Hmmm. Nope not that, but you get my meaning. How about Non-Power-Exchange Dynamic. Too long to type but I digress.

So I have tried to not place a burden on everyday tasks like dishes, cooking, general household stuff that needs to get done. I emphasise needs to get done, not needs to get done with a buttplug up her ass and high heels and a slave collar around her neck.

Now she has been broken for a while, so play has not occured. Sex? With the chemistry going on in her body lately that has not been happening. So there has been a little frustration on my part. Partly because I've been backed up, but MOSTLY because of worry and concern over her health. She on the other hand has been tired, cranky, in pain and irritable.

Well she flipped out last night. Cranky, tired, irritable, all she wanted to do was go to sleep. All I wnated form her was to finish folding the last load of laundry she asked me to bring up. After the 5th prompting from me, she jumped up and flipped out screaming and yelling that all she wanted to do was to get to sleep and for me to stop prompting her to fold the clothes.

So should I drop everything, grab her and pull her over my knee and spank her ass red? Boy a part of me really wanted to do that. Grab her by the scruff of her neck and force her to finish up the clothes before letting her go to sleep. But this was exectly the wrong time to try something like that. We were not "playing" that evening. She was not being bratty. She was exhausted, out of it, and irritated. So, silently I folded up and put away my clothes, leaving hers on the bed and left. She needed to get sleep, she needed a husband, she needed no more conflict that evening. I gave it to her.

This morning, she apologized for her behavior. Not as slave, but as wife. She explained why, and I accepted her apology, not as Master but as husband. As a partner living and spending my life with another partner. Could I have "punished" her? Yeah. I didn't. That would feel more like abuse than punishment. Real world issues happen, those don't and shouldn't translate over into play. Even smacking her ass this morning was not an option for me. I was still a bit rankled by her actions, even though I understood it and accepted her apology, my ego still was smarting. Laying hands on her in an aggressive way would be feeding the wrong emotions. I would be doing things for the wrong reasons. So vanilla happened instead.

Maid Service

Maid:
I was raised by a strict familly that forced me to wash and clean, both rooms and dishes and laundry.
By the age of twelve I started doing my own laundry never to be doted on again.

I have a discerning eye and you will not be able to take shortcuts in your cleaning in my house. The dishes will be inspected, the corners of the floors will be scrutinized, the baseboards will be checked for dust, and the inside window sills will be checked.
I like to set my cleaner to a time limit for each task.
If it were you, I would instruct you to work on vacumming the living room floor, perhaps in only your panties, or a maids uniform, but you would be given 6 minutes to complete that task, before moving on to the next.
When done I will examine your finished task, while I have you stand in the corner, eyes down, showing the proper respect to the Master of the House, and will either reward you for a task done well, or punish you for missing a spot. Then we would move on to the next task.

Everything has it's place and I will expect you to learn them in short order. All beds must be made each morning, and all clothing picked up off the floor, sorted and organized for laundry. We have more clothes that we do drawers for all of them so it is your task to think creatively and come up with a solution so that I do not see clothing laying around.

Once I am comfortable with your ability to keep My House clean I will start to add more responsibilities to your workload. Intimate tasks will be rewarded to you as you earn them. At first you will be honored with greeting your Master every evening when I arrive home at the front door, kneeling, and ready to kiss my shoes and beg to undress your Master from his work suit, taking loving care to hang up his garments in the closet, and launder any soiled clothing he might have. After that is done you will ask permission from Master if you might ask to undress Knottygirl and putt her work attire away. When the level of trust has been earned, other rewards will come. Bathing me will be warm, wet, soft and soothing.

Play time comes when I want it. Sometimes I will torture you by taking Knottygirl, while you are tied, hand and foot, kneeling in the corner unable to speak, unable to move, only forced to watch and ponder why I torture you this way. The reason of course is because I choose to. You are to of course, accept this. I will bring you into the bed with Knottygirl on occassion to have you serve me alongside Knottygirl. There will be times when I will focus on you, not Knottygirl, and play your body like a fine tuned instrument, giving you pain as well as pleasure.

Knottygirl, will hold a station higher than you in the household. Although she is my slave, she is given permission to be your Mistress as well. She too will task you with jobs and services that you are expected to perform.

So? Do you think you are up to the task?

Status: Improving

Slave is improving. The infection is gone although there is still quite a bit of pain in her arm. 6th doctor finally told us that due to the infection and swelling the pressure has inflamed her nerve. So no damage just minor rehab and plenty of massages. She's on the way to being pain free! Till the spankings resume!!!

Can't wait!

All those out there with cats; if you get bitten, go to the doctor, it's very fucking serious!

Prognosis? Better...

She's getting better.
Called me Master for the first time in over a week.
Course she's going stir crazy having to stay home and can't play video games or anything.
I've been frustrated, randy, man-handled her a little last night just to feel her again. She is very weak right now and in quite a lot of pain but was starting to become a bit bratty so I had to put my foot down on a few things. She pouted a bit but agreed to my rules. It's for the best right now, as I'm very concerned about this infection. I'm not sleeping well, and with the time change and school and work things are piling on quickly. I have class in a few minutes and am already looking forward to tomorrow night when it's the weekend and I can get some sleep, between the nursing of her.
Good thing is if I'm too rough with her during a future scene, she's got some good hardcore painkillers to ease the sting of her spankings!!!! LOL!

Ok sleepy now, time for class!
BTW. There still are some tasks posted that have not been done by her. So no pictures or updates on the status of those. She's gotta get better first before that can even be addressed.

Cat Scratch Fever

Due to a cat bite, she is on anti-biotics, tetnous shot, Motrin and Vicodin. Me? The doctors prescribe Tylenol. Her? Vicodin. Jealous? Naaaaawwwww, not me!

It's scary right now.
We're sure she'll pull through, but she's in a lot of pain, not the good kind neither.

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Dunno what's going on.
Schoolwork has cranked up.
Work is getting busy.
Personal life? A wiiiiide mix of emotions on both ends.
A scene went wrong. We both were frustrated.
It took me a while to get my thoughts about it settled. Guys just can't put words into emotions unless it's:
Angry
Funny
Afraid
other then that, if we are feeling something else we have not fucking idea what it is. Words don't come to us unless it's one of those three above. So All you women out there, when you ask us what we're feeling, give us sometime, we have to figure it out ourselves first before we can even begin to figure out the words to tell you.

So I forced a scene. She wasn't into it, and I got her vibe and knew she wasn't into it. Now as we had been playing this Master/slave thing, she has dropped hints lately of me just taking her even if she is not into it. "What the Master wants, the Master takes..."
Well it's not like we have not been all over each other, that morning I left for work late because she couldn't keep her hands off her Master.
SO that evening, I plan an elaborate scene.
Tooooooooooooooooooo Elaborate.
It just didn't go well.
I stopped and then tried to figure out why.
Again, ladies this is where guys are inept. I ackowledge that women are Far Far superior to me when it comes to wrestling with your feelings.
I couldn't tell her what's wrong. Only thing she knew was that she was being a good slave and complying with everything that I was doing to her.
Her reward?

A sore bottom, a frustrated husband, and an awkward moment that culminated in neither of them comming close to pleasure.

Hmmmm. If you were observant you might have noticed the references/names I've called myself and her. What's missing?

Yeah break time. What next?

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Still trying to find words....